ei...
Ei,
this is the second time that i am making an entry for you in a week..pathetic huh? well, i decided to write gain since i had no idea what to actually do. i haven't spoken to you in days. the last time i got to speak with you was when i saw you before your day off..which was barely satisfying given the fact that we barely spoke. after that i knew nothing about what you were doing and how you were.
you know what hurts about all this is? i hate the fact that you take me for granted. i mean am i god only for if when you need something done? is it my fault? did i become too available for you that it was a no brainer any longer for you? knoing that i'll drop anything that i may be doing at a certain time just to make sure i get to be with you, o be at your beck and call. is that why you started laughing when you asked me to buy you a drink? kasi me alipin ka nga talaga.
i may rant all i want in this entry. after all, this i my blog, but i thought to myelf, nothing is going to change. you'll still treat me the same way. i'll till hurt. so i decided to just seize the moment that i can spend with you. just enjoy myself then let go..maybe thats all that i cn do..